OH my ,, i so need to update. i havent been in the xanga mood to much lately for some reason, but i thought Valentines Day (or day after) would be a great time to jump back in. I think i'll just start out with a little tribute to my 2 loves.
Michael, you are the love of my life, my best friend, an amazing husband, and you truly are my hero. i love you
Sweet Bentley, amazing how much you can fall in love with someone in only 1 years time. its so fun to watch him grow and learn new things and start to be able to return some of the love that i lavish so freely on him.. He certainly is a huge blessing in our lives and has brought us so much joy. he just started walking this week,, its so cute to watch him,, he's very slow and cautious yet,, his grandma says he's the most cautious walker she's ever seen,, im rather enjoying it though cause i know in another week or 2 there will be no stopping him. he's also really learning words and things right now,, we're teaching him to say please, which sounds like (pzzz) and he knows the sounds for tiger (rah) bees (bzzz) dog (oof) and rabbit (hopping motion with finger) and of coarse car or truck (bmmbmmm). a cute story, the other day i had him in his play pen infront of the window while i did some paper work, someone came to get something out of michaels trailer which happened to be outside the window,, Bentley noticed and turns around and starts jabbering like he was really trying to tell me something then points out the window and goes bmm bmm. he certainly knows how to get his point across. some his favorite playtime activity is reading books, somedays he would be content to sit all day on my lap and read books, im starting to wish for new books, im amazed how many times he can look at the same book in 1 day and not get tired of it.
i dont think ill bore you with all the details of our lives for the last 2 months, we did have an awesome christmas and a wonderful time in florida,, we only wished it was longer
some things i've been up to,, hmmm, learning more about mothering,, i look back to where i was a year ago, big and pregnant and thinking i knew exactly what to do once the baby got here,, lol,, now i wish i would i would have done some things soooo differently,, oh well,, live and learn i guess. a wonderful lady at church who happens to be the mother of 7 gave me some wonderful literature,, (Growing Families God's Way) i think thats what its called, totally revolutionized my parenting philosophies,, and battered my pride.
but its been worth the hurt pride for the results its brought,, like a baby that finally sleeps through the night, and some answers to discipline questions i had,, sigh,, i wont even start on that subject,, its just beginning and already there are days when i about dispare,
one of my goals this year is to learn more about truly healthy eating and start incorporating them into our lives,, i've tried to cook fairly healthy but the last year or so i have really slipped up. so far its been really interesting, i've read a couple of books on the subject,, my 2 favorites so far have been Jordan Rubins THe Great Physicians RX for your Health and Nina Planks Real Food reading about what all happened to processed or mass produced foods will make you seriously want to change your eating habits, but so far i've been discovering its not as easy as it sounds,, first of all,, there's the money issue, grass fed beef and organic food is quite a bit more expensive then factory food, and when you are used to cooking one way it takes alot of forthought and discipline to change those habits,, im trying to take it in baby steps and slowly change out some of my 'bad' food habits for better ones.
well my eyes are starting to get blurry so i think i'll sign off for tonight,
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